allaboutus

2007-01-15T02:33:00.000+08:00

ya.it has been a long tym since ii last blog.alrites.ii shall blog here td since wan ting cant see moii blog.yeahz!haha.how's life everyone?yeahz.all busying wib wrking,studying,playing&co.

no tym for frenz.dats th sad ting.but somehow,ii learnt to fang kai.yahz.wan ting ish rite.we all cant do anyting.cuz we cant adjust to our timing to match.so wads left ish maybe,when we get our result,dats th reunion.th best tym dat we can find.

anyway,thur ish th open hse.so we will be goin for th open hse rite?eu gals free rite?so ting arnd 4plus den will join us?maybe after th open hse we shall go on a shoppin spree?lol.anyway,last sat ii finally went to moi cousin's wedding.morning went to church.its boring but nice.cuz when th groom nd bride came in,dey were lyk so dua.nice.but muz kp sayin jesus diz nd dat.nd mie nd moii funky cousin sarina took alot of photos.we dun even bother abt th ceremony.how bad we are!haha.well..ii uploaded th pix.so if eu all wanna see,can go moii blog or frenster.hehe.

anyway,heard from moii fren dat o level result ish releasing on 5th feb?its a RUMOUR.but im not sure whether its true.hopefully its not true.really am scared.OMG.no confid.ii actually totally forget abt o level.now all th memories of it came back.bit by bit.pieces by pieces.

anyway,seeya gals soon.gtg.now 2.38am.damn tired.gtg.

leng.

2007-01-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

2007. A brand new year. The start of another chapter of our lives.

Today is the 14th? And our last post is dated back to year 2006? Wow! That has been an awfully long time. So... Ta Da! I am back to save the blog! 'Cos everyone has been saying that this blog is stagnant but yet, no one seems to be doing anything. So, here I am! To save the... blog. Haha.

From what I can see, life has been pretty busy for all. School has started for those trying out at JCs. That involves making new friends, adjusting to a brand new environment and it's also about finding what you want to make out of your life, decide for your future and there it goes on and on. And the rest? It's all about work, Work, WORK, $$$! Of course, there's the catching up that needed to be done. And there's when the "problem" seems to arise.

I am sorry to say this BUT everytime (Or most of the time) when I/we blog, there seems to be a "problem" between US. Something that depresses me alot. (And I know it's not just me alone.) Seriously, it makes me doubt a lot of thing. E.g. Whether WE really can make it so far as to "Friends Forever" or even tommorrow?

I guess it's all about miscommunication/misunderstanding. Everyone seems to hold on to what they believe. Time is one important factor. Or it's just used as an excuse. For laziness. I don't know. I am just so worn out now. So I have better turned in. I don't want to be a "panda"! Haha.

P.S. I will try to blog weekly. BUT no promises. Life is unpredictable.

(To Chai Leng) I still can't get into your blog! So... maybe you can blog here? I will stay tuned. Haha.

2006-11-26T04:17:00.000+08:00

hey galz.

i hv change the blogskin. don noe if ur lyk the skin ornot. pls feel free to comment!!! im ok with it de. hehe. tryin to change all the fotos to ours. but ting!! i need the fotos taken on the last dae of our sch. haha. so tat i can upload. lol. niwae. thanks 4 peiin mi shop 4 the prom tings tis few daes. haha. hope ur lyk everytings tat ur hv bought. lol. hv fun with ur n li xia todae. hehe. especialli while takin the pix. lol. i will up load the pix 4 ur to c tml. haha.

-san-

2006-11-25T00:58:00.000+08:00

Hi gals! I am back! I am terribly sorry about not updating here for such a long time. Sorry. Life has been so disappointing that it doesn't seem to be worth updating... I am just not in a pretty mood now... But hopefully, not for long. I am trying hard to stay on the cheerful side...

O'Level Exams has been over by, let me count... 5 days?! Though it has only been 5 days, it just seems so long. Life has been plain bored. I have been busy looking out for jobs and here, I am happy to share the good news that I have found one! A Temporary one... Just 2 days... But still... I am happy. However, if anybody out there know of any jobs suitable for students like me with no work experience (At least, till now.), please do not hesitate to tell me! Afterall, I may be jobless after that 2 days.... Sigh. Life can be so hard. Haha.

Well... looking on the bright side of life, though I am jobless, I still have a supportive family (Especially my mum, who has helped me, in a way or two, to get the 2 days temporary job. Thanks Mum!) and... Mr Kaan is treating us (The whole class of 4e2/2006 of Dunearn) to a meal in Hilton Hotel tommorow!!! I better catch some sleep or tommorow I will turn up as a Panda! Haha.

2006-11-11T16:05:00.000+08:00

hey galz.diz blog ish goin to stagnant soon.anyway,ii change th song to jojo's too little too late.hope eu all will lyk it.diz song ish DEFINITELY better den th previous song.so hope eu all will really lyk diz.if not still got tata young song or paris hilton song.

o level ish finishing soon!!!yeahz.den off we fly high!!haha.anyway,miie oso chg blogskin too.did alot of stuffs ytd nd td.hehe.ok la.moii hands are tired.diz will be moii shortest post.muz post more galz.

leng

2006-10-27T02:33:00.000+08:00

The power of words...

"It's amazing how she could actually say so much about herself now."

Mysterious C? Wherever that comes from.

Privacy. That's one concept that B understands. And she makes it a point not to overstep that boundary. But if C felt that what P,Y and A know is their secrets, then from what B guess, there is no need for any more words. Silence is preferred. What you don't know won't hurt you.
What's a fact is that she seems to be the last one to know about things all others have already know and were making conversations about it. Anyone likes that? To be treated like a fool?
How will you like that? I guess no one can tolerate that.

Betrayal. Not only does C has a taste of it. B has tastes of it. So much that it hurts. No use raking up the pasts.

Trust. An important element in all relationships. It is hard to gain and once lost, hard to retrieve. Yet, to acheieve a real mutual understanding, you have to risk your heart and learn to trust. Otherwise, it's all talks. And that, B did too. In fact, her heart already has a balck hole - one that can never be mended again.

No one says it's easy to be anyone. No one ever says it is easy to be C or even B. Both has their histories. Both hae o learn. From stupid mistakes. Making mistakes isn't stupid. It is the way to learn. And, sorry for all the crap. It doesn't matter. Bacause what's needed now is care and concern, instead of picking up words and rebutting them. Seriously, it's silly. Ten years down the road, they will look back and laugh. And let's cross our fingers and hope it could survive that long.

Words could be so true and yet, so hurting....

2006-10-27T02:25:00.000+08:00

the silence of C

after readin th previous post,C decided to reveal her stuffs.1stly,why does C alwiz seems to hab a mind of her own nd where ppl wont be able to guess correctly wad she's really tinkin?why does she wanna be so called mysterious?why?

one fine day when she was young,she was as innocent as ever,ignorant lil galz whu niid ppl's protection.she's juz one lil gal whu yearn to play wib others.but heaven's not helpin her,she's was being bullied by 3 ppl,2 female nd 1 male.one of th female ish th same age as her.imagine her being bullied.alone.helpless.she was too weak at dat tym to retaliate.she was juz a lil galz whu ish being bullied.she niid secure.th way dat 3 baddies tease her made her felt so..small.from den on,whenever she saw th 3 baddies,she wld try to avoid dem.but nevertheless,she cant escape frm deir claws-the monster's claws.they were scary.even in sch dey didnt let her off until when th elders left th sch.onli den did her fate chg.after dat,she realised she niid to protect herself from being hurt.she was precarious in everyting dat she was doin.dat explains th complex mind in her.

from different frenship nd stuffs, she realised dat actually not many frenz wld willing to listen to her.her heart throbbing matters.nd when she finally realised dat her frenz betrayed her,she hated to pour out her feelings to her frenz cuz she no longer trust her frenz anymore.until she met serene, A nd B.th 3 are th ones dat she cld trust dem once again.finally her wound has been healed,she didnt wan it to happen again.she trusted her frenz veh muchs.especially A maybe due to th fact dat both of dem hang out more often nd dey sit togta in class which wld explain th bond,th interaction.BUT she didnt forget abt B.she did tell B her tings but sometyms many tings dat are not related or not appropriate to say,she wont tell her nd A.but many tyms,she did.she enjoy th company of B when both of dem went out togta.with th laughter nd stuffs,all are not forgotten by C.she will rmb it by heart.which ish not meant to be said out.she hope thru here,she will be able to let B understan how hard she has to trust someone nd she can confirm she trusted B alot.she hope B wld not disappt her.not letting her repeat th history again.

there may be other darkest secrets dat both galz may not neo but secrets are4 meant to be kpt by individuals.she hope dat everyone will respect her decision of not tellin eu guys.she does feel lonely at tyms when she really niid a listenin ear.whu can she turn to?no one in fact.all she can do ish to kp to herself until she cldnt take it.or she will cry herself to slp.she didnt wan to say all diz out but since she wanna let th galz neo,everyting muz be made clear.

nd one ting to add on,she said welcomed B into th company..she doesnt mean anyting.she meant dat her presence wld oso spice up th company.be it happy or sad.all in one.she has love th company of threesome.the terribles.if eu acknowledge.she can swear it!its her bottom of her heart.she really enjoy all th company nd its TOTALLY NOT OUT of PITY.she SWEAR!

its amazing how she cld actually says so much abt herself now.

2006-10-27T00:14:00.000+08:00

sdneirf.

Let's continue with the story - the story of A, B,C, three girls who are so different but yet, similar at times. At times, like this. Where uncertainty arises. This is when the friendship is put to test and I guess, tells a lot about an individual.

A, B, C, three girls with different styles. A, being cheerful, always up and about. Friends with everybody, she seems to be one big sister B likes to have. C has a mind of her own and this attracts B, who always doesn't seem to know what she want. Hence, three girls who are so different that people find them strange, come together. They belive in their friendship, or so they thought, then. B thought it was natural, how they came together but now, she wondered. A and C had welcomed her into the company? What does it mean? Out of pity? For the girl who always seems out of place.

A and C have known each other for a longer time, and hence, the chemistry, the understanding. In comparisons, B seems to be the one that just passes by, always there but yet, alwasy not there. C has once said this. "A is the only one who understands me." It's a fact that lies there but the words piereced throught B's heart. Classification. One word she can't stands. To add on, A and C have even made a pact of meeting up years later. B's heart aches. She seems so out of the picture. Is she there? Or is she just an imaginary figure? She pondered.

By chance, P brings up a subject about C. Something C is doing recently. And B realises she doesn't even know what is going on. C never makes it a point to explain. In fact, all that's happening to A and C, B doesn't know. She is like a fool and ironically, she is supposed to be close to both her big sisters, A and C. It's pathetic.

When A and C have a msunderstanding, B doesn't know what to do. Fortunately, the misunderstanding was cleared up in no time. Things were back to normal. A and C sticked with each other like glue. There was no time, no place for B to say whatever she wants. And when she did, A and C were so occupied that she swallowed the words formed around her tongue. Once, B nearly blurted out what she feels but yet, the first sentence she said was met with judgemental attitudes from her friends. She felt even smaller, even of less importance as days went by.

The crucial period of examination brought about much worries. B never seems to be able to pick up a book to study. She turned to A and C, only to find them engaged with conversation of the future with the others. Everyone seems so sure of where they are going that B felt so uneasy, so lost. She lost her grasp of speech. She waited and waited. For her friends to approach her. Even a word is fine. Yet, nothing came.

B tries to engage in their conversations but the more they talked about, the more she found she felt she doesn't belong. No one seems to notice till the day B no longer has the energy to try. Yet, B doesn't want to give up. She waits for them to approach. To ask. Even just a simple question like " Do you want to go to the canteen? " was fine. Silence. She turned back and there they were, engaging in games, looking as if they were having the fun of their lives. It just seems that with or without her, it doesn't matter. Tears welled up and tiolet seems to be a good hide out place. She was invisble.

After more tears, tears turned dried. She realised the concern her friends had for her from one of her friends. But she doesn't feel it. All she wants was a taste of belonging. A taste of geniue concern by actions. Even a sweet could light up her day.

Friends - a never ending of fun and ... heartaches.

2006-10-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

Game over?

one day, 3 galz of different background,characters nd aspects became best frenz.togta they formed th threesome.dey were veh happy to hab each other's company.galz naming A B C. A and C were close frenz since sec 1 so dat explains th bond between dem.much stronger. however,ever since th 3 of dem gets togta,which ish a rare combi,th 2 galz open their spaces nd let B join dem.indeed they were veh happy being togta at 1st.everyting seems to be veh perfect.all goin smoothly.althou dey hab different views,but dey do hab tings in common such as going shopping,daydreaming,stoning,dollin demselves etc.

things get out of control,everyting in a mess when th misunderstanding occurs.from small which accumulate to bigger matters.juz dat day,A and C fallen out bcuz of frenship.alot of tings came into C's mind when she tot A has chged ever since C returned back to sch after her recovery.but when th confrontation finally occur, th talk,conversation everyting made it clear dat tings shld be sorted out nd not juz keep it to oneself.so dat C will neo wad ish A tinking.nd FINALLY when C willin to tell HER th DARKEST SECRET to A,A said sth dats soo touchin to her.dat C was so grateful dat she has one such wonderful bestie nd she sense th urgency to treasure her.everyting chg ferr th better after dat.

after a rainstorm,rainbow appears but onli awile.

on th surface,many tings may be resolved.but actually it isnt as other prob arises.encountering th cold war.postdam conference.FAILED.yalta conference nxt.in th end,B finally said out.nd C was quite relieved dat she speak up.after th conference,C finally realised alot of tings.she has th idea of adopting policy of isolation.yupp.she DID wan to not bother abt other ppl's affairs in case she has sth to do wib anyone,makin all of dem feelin terrible.wads more,another ting happen.another matter which make her niid to poke her nose into th matter.bcuz of dat matter,C felt dat everyting doesnt go into her way.cuz she cant belive dat her frenz cld do dat type of tings to her besties.but now,everyting's over.she doesnt mind anymore.

as o level's approaching,everyone's mood aint good.misunderstandings occurred alot here.it happens one day when B didnt tok to A nd C again.nd her bunch of frenz.th frenz were puzzled on why she didnt tok to her.and dey tot she's in bad mood or exam stress so dey wanted her to calm down.dats why they left her in a 'lurch'.everyone did notice th change in B.she kpt everyting to herself.she doesnt say muchhs when th galz tok to her.she didnt approach th galz as usual.she's juz into herself dat day,makin th galz bizzare.no one really went to approach her but all were juz,guessing wads into her.in conclusion,everyone tot she was exam stress.but does she really ish?nd everyone did care fer her.juz dat she didnt neo.C wanted to tok to her.A wanted to approach her.but dey duno how.when to start.wad to say.dat makes her tink dat she's alone.but she isnt actually.her frenz are still dere ferr her but where ish she?does she really wanna share?dat remain unsolved.unless she says..

when will th rainbow reappear again?where's th sun after a stormy day?

leng

2006-10-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

The truth.

Everything comes into the light. The person scolding us? Our friend.

I can't bring myself to the fact. I don't think everyone can. 'Cos it is not like your friend did that to you everyday?

I can't and won't talk much.

All's in the heart.

Silence.

2006-10-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

to annonymous: ii appreciate eu ferr coming to our blog yeah?ii am so grateful to eu nd glad dat eu tagg us cuz it make miie realised dat dere ish diz blog exist nd ii can finally blog yeah?eu are supreme! ii love you WOR.really gal..eu can make moii life wonderful.ii love exciting tings nd await ferr eur other comments.oh c'mon. be more civilised alrite.actually ii wanna neo how pathetic eu are cuz ii tink eu undergo not much education yeahz?am ii rite?cuz ii realised dat other den eur favourite words lyk 'fuck,knn,nnb,cb,bhb' eu DONT habb other VOCAB to say.omg..ii tink eur language fail rite?becuz eur language fail,eur dialect ishh even worst.oh man.how can dere be such a psn exist in diz world?shall ii habb a lesson wibb eu?at least ii WILL make eu PASS.

life has been bored ferr miie diz few days.but ever since of eur existence, iim so glad dat eu are here.to make moii boring life more interesting.more adventurous?haha.a zillion trillion thanks lots to eu.ii tink san nd ting also agree wibb miie ehz?cuz we simply love eu annonymous out dere.tagg more alrite?waiting ferr eu wor..be honoured.

2006-10-13T01:47:00.000+08:00

To that person who is so childish for your age to be doing such a thing. Going to Chai Leng's blog and scold Sandra? Without any good reason? And You are a coward. Don't even dare own up. Who do you think you are? And do you think Sandra and all of her friends are dead? We won't stand around doing nothing! Just pray hard that you won't be caught. Or you will be sooOOOoo sorry for what you did.

2006-10-13T00:06:00.000+08:00

We are back to normal. Or at least things are better. Thanks for all who are concerned. Time will show. Action speaks louder than words.

2006-10-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

tagg replied to wu shu xiao zi:
hi boii/gal? thanks ferr being a supporter of our blog^^
ii dont denied th fact dat yes,we galz are FACING BIG prob
nd neither of us are willing to speak up,do we?
actually,ii dunoo how diz stupiid ting started?wadds th reason dat
we 'quarrel'?or shld ii say why we didnt tok wibb ting?or
why didnt she approach us?whu started diz?when?where?why?how?
dats a mystery cuz ii duno where th prob lies wib.isit
ting?mie?san?or 3 of us?hormones acting on us again?
to others,it may seems lyk cold war[as wad ps says].but to us,
dere's nothing.ABSOLUTELY.

nd tokin abt th approach tingy,it doesnt reli matters whu
initiate it rite?does it reli matters to eu wan ting?
lyk ytd,eur birthday,actually ii wanna approach eu nd settle
everyting at a go but since ytd was eur birthday,decided not to
be a mean gal to destroy eur birthday mood.yeahz.
let miie ask eu a question.will eu change if we tell eu everyting?
ii mean eu may not.MAYBE ferr sometyms.but wad cums after dat?
rmb dat tym lixia,eu nd miie went to j8?when we are on th
way to j8,eu ask miie th qns rite?nd ii tol eu rite?
so did it get into eur mind dat ya,maybe im wrong?
nd maybe eu shld try to chg eur temper?eur mood swing?
ii neo frenz muz understan each other nd stuffs but still,
dey do hab deir own limit.we did actually try to tok to eu dat day.
ytd ii tink when we are at westmall.nd in class when san ask eu
wadd drink eu wan.we did take initiative.nd dat ii dunno if dats
an initiative to eu but it is to US.

maybe we shldnt reli tok tings over cuz tym will heal everyting?
but ii hate to see when we didnt tok to each other.nd it reli ishh
hard when we 3 can be together.nd ya,tokin abt CHANGE.
whu has change?eu,miie or san?it seems pretty weird when we
pinpoint to each other nd said to each other dat dey chg etc.
but hab we wonder we,ourselves,hab chg?over th past few mths,ii was
quite happy being wibb eur.but recently,alot of tings happen nd wad?
dose prob made us unhappy.ALL OF US.

seriously speaking,ii dun lyk th way eu ignored us wan ting.
nd everytym ii see eu in class nd not tokin to us or wadsoever,
treating us lyk invisible[rmb when we at westmall?we were behind eu
nd accompany eu to th lib?but eu treat us transparent.].can eu be
in our shoes ferr a sec?do eu neo how th feelings ishh lyk?nd iim not tryin
be sarcastic or hurting eu here,but dats wad ii wanna say since we didnt
get to tok face to face.so iim 'vomitting' everyting out as much as
possible.hope eu dun feel hurting or wad cuz im juz tellin eu how ii feel
abt th situation.

eu told miie b4 dat eu dun lyk to be alone.nd ii understan it when
we didnt celeb eur birthday.im sorry.sincerely apologise ferr it
cuz we are reli veh busy.imagine hab cum sch everyday.we are
juz too occupied wibb our stuffs so ii hope eu can understan.

diz ish a naggy post.so sry.
long winded leng

2006-10-10T09:16:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WAN TING!!finally sweet 16..
ii sincerely apologise ferr td wor.
didnt get to make eu happy huh..
birthday gal dun angry kk?muz stay happy..
sry ferr th late prezzies.hehe..
anyway,we will make up ferr eu de.
kinda busy diz few days.=]]

anyway,ii tink we shld settle our prob one fine day when we 3 were
calm enuff?cuz ii tink we reli niid to habb a talk.
diz cant go on cuz sometyms eu juz ignore us liddat cuz..
ii dunno la.frankly speaking,diz does annoyed miie.
so ii hope to settle diz stuffs asap?so dat we habb lessen th misunderstanding..
ii reli hope eu can tell us wadd eu reli feel..
AND NOT to keep it to eurself kk?cuz when eu ignored us
OR getting moody or "throwing temper",we wont neo wadd eu are
thinkin abt.dats why we sorta not tok to eu.
nd ii hope dat eu can open eur heart nd tell miie.
at least let us neo how eu feel abt it.AND NOT LETTIN us guess.

wadd are frenz ferR?to share deir unhappiness wibb each other.
share th joy..when dey encounter any prob,dey shld be able to open up
nd tell deir frenz.nd eu muz tell us,cuz we will lend eu a listenin ear.
frenz are dere ferr eu when eu are down but when one nv tell th others
wadds her probs are,how can dem help dat psn?
its a matter of wheta th psn ishh able to open up nd speak up.
if th psn refuse to tok,wadd ferr being a fren?
it wld be meaningless to become frenz..

sometyms eu may tink dat we didnt care abt eu..but eu are WRONG.
we did.miie nd sandra.nd eur way of expressing eurself ishh too...
"scary"?sry ferr being straightforward but dats wadd ii observed.
so we didnt reli approach eu nd asked eu.
yupps.so ii hope whhen eu c diz post,eu wld..understan?
aiya..duno how to say.

tada..
chai leng
*oh no!ii tink moii hair curl alot after ii wash moii hair

2006-10-09T23:12:00.000+08:00

Yupps. I have finally turn 16! From now on, I can watch NC16! Not like I go to the cinemas that often but still.. it's a symbol of growth huh? 16 is sweet age for gal. And yupps. I have finally decided to GO ON A DIET! And God knows when it will last, seeing my last attempt only survive one day. Haha.

Birthdays are not so much of a big deal but they are being made a big deal by family, friends and loved ones. Though my birthday certainly does not turns out as I wish (Maybe I have expected too much. Or Maybe it's the O'level driving near that no one has any mood for any sort of celebrations...), I know I am fortunate than some others. At least my family and friends remember this day - remember me! I am blessed. I appreciate all your gestures. Thanks. Thanks for bearing with me, someone who is so unpredictable, someone who lacks security. Haha.

As for the problem that seems to exist between us gals, I am sincerely sorry for that. BUT like I said, either you gals approach me first or I know I will never come up with the subject. I have made my point on this issue. I am stubborn. I know. But that's me. You can accept it, love me or hate me.

2006-10-07T00:34:00.000+08:00

Happy Lantern Festive! Wow! Know what the news said?! The moon is the roundest this year!!! But we, Sinagporeans aren't able to see it. The reason.. Hm.. I never finish watching the news. Paiseh.

Where's my childhood?! Know what I did? I played candles with my sister and her friends and of course, denise! (We played together since young!) Thanks for the "birthday cake" ! Haha. BUT where is MY blossom lantern??? I want as a present next year. Joking. Haha. Thanks for the fun, Denise! And yupps! My finger wax is still intact. NOW. Haha.

I am going to Malaysia tommorrow!!! Yipeeee!!! Wish me a safe journey?! Cya. In school. On Monday. Haha.

Ting

P.S. I acknowledge a problem between us. In fact, not a single tiny one. BUT I refuse to take the first step. (Or should I say second step? 'Cos isn't this acknowledgement a first one?) Reason? I have had enough. I am stubborn me.

2006-10-04T20:52:00.000+08:00

blog ishh goin to turn stagnant le.
pls update ar gal!!!!!
hmm..diz few days ppl are not in gd mood eh?
quite a terrible dAys?atrocious?
ii duno how to say it here.but ii reli hope dat th three of us can
stay as frenz.nd ya,we shldnt guess whu angry wib whu.
AND
let's not put our temper on others.
its quite irritating so three of us muz control our temper can?
ii dunwan us 3 to bu shuang each other.
get th point?we 3 are frm diff background wibb diff characters.
but one thing in common ishh dat we are stubborn!!!
rite?so muz bi ci control ar..
yeahz.treasure each other ba.ishh lyk nan de we three can be togta
so muz rang each other.
anyway,whoever unhappy wibb whoever can say it here since eu all
dun wanna say face to face?
updates pls!!!!!!!

leng

2006-09-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

Just for update. I m here. Bye.

2006-09-23T01:57:00.000+08:00

hey galz.miie chg th blogskin le.hope eu all lyk it.its simple thou but th pix symbolised us.dun eu tink so?th threesome!hehe.td althou im quite tired but den ii was quite happy.hehe.cuz goin out wibb eur was FUN!especially when th 'negatively charged' electrons trying to attract eur so called"positively charge" nd neutral.iim goin to induce eu all ok?haha.anyway,eur can edit th templates,make it more attractive.ii hab change 3 blogskins kk.so damn tiring la.kp typing diz nd dat.yeah.moii hands are weak.lol.where ishh sandra ling pei yu?nv online td.onli miie nd ting.ii tink she fell aslp alr.haha.piggy.ii tink ii reli am wonder woman or sth powerful?can tahan ferr so long.cant imagine.pls call miie god.!lol!

finally th wednesday tingy can say settle alr rite?haha.can fang xia yi ke da shi tou le.hehe.well..im so tired now but ii got alot of tings to tell eu gals actually.told diz to sandra dat day.rmb when we went to lot1 nd phui shan was saying abt poly nd college tingy?
college or poly?ii wonder.which ishh th best ferr miie?am ii cut out to be th study type?ii duno.actually ii reli duno.wadd will moii future be?wadd job am ii suitable?wadd will happen if ii choose th wrong path?ii will REGRET.ii dunwan to make any regret.ppl say poly ishh more practical.college ishh no different frm sec sch.where shld ii go?after hearing wadd phui shan says,ii kinda being stirred up.she's rite.if reli bu shi du shu de liao oso cant force to go college de.if not will end up failing or kick out which ish th last ting dat ii wan to happen.she's so clear in her mind wadd she ish goin to do in th near future.nd miie?juz lingering arnd?vexing on where ii shld go?jc or poly?omg.diz ting cum again.ii hate it damn fucking muchhs.wadd shld ii do?mum say she will respect moii decision.didnt tell dad abt it.cuz ii duno how to say.he's more towards college side.but ii wanna go uni.poly ishh abit too hard to enter uni althou dere ishh ppl goin.but but but.ii duno.am ii reli up to it?ish dat th life ii wan?actually ii more towards advertising designing nd business connection.but ii tink muz study either mass com ot multimedia den can learn advertising design.which iish a damn damn ting.cuz mass com niid b3 nd above in english.look at moii english now!kns.tok lyk shit.

wadeva.diz ishh typical singaporean.reli am fed up.walau,till now ii haven clear moii mails leh.got 100 over mails la.can die.not goin to clear le.got to slp.ltr got yvonne's lesson.muz stay awake lor.PS ii love eu ish nice!!th storyline ishh th ione dat ii lyk.whaha.anyway,juz now ii saw a pix of a guy nd a gal.kinda jealous.cuz ii saw how happy he was wibb his gf.den kinda jealous?shld ii say ii dun reli lyk dat feeling?oh no.maybe haven get over?oh shit.wadd have ii done to moii life?

2006-09-13T13:12:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's the weather. Maybe it's my headache. Maybe it's 'cos it's examination period and everyone is just not themselves (Only God knows why Phui Shan is so "high" recently and why am I so negative. Again. ). Maybe it's the hormones talking. Or maybe it's just me. The part of me which I hate. The part that I refuse to acknowledge. Till now.

Almost got my head bitten off by my Mum. The moment I got home, she just couldn't let me rest. She nagged and nagged (What's new?). She is just so unsupportive of everything I do. Soemtimes, I really hate my Mum. But she's my Mum. What can I do?

I am jealous. Everyone seems to have their own soulmates. Someone like "Rosie" or "Alex". I do have many friends (And I really appreciate it. ) but it just seems that they are all so distant from me. No one tells me anything. And I don't want to be the first to talk. (I am stubborn. I know.) I feel so small, so unimportant. When I kept silence, no one offered to ask. Okay. They did. "Are you okay?" And what can I answer other than "Yes, I am."?

I think It's the weather that's bothering me. My head's spinning. I better grab some sleep before picking up my geograhy books. Otherwise, I will never be able to sleep and tommorow, my head will be spinning like a washing machine! Haha. GOOD LUCK FOR GEOGRAHY!

2006-09-12T16:08:00.000+08:00

It's a terrible, terrible, TERRIBLE day!

1) I got the mooncake. But my brother doesn't let me eat. Not now. He said I would finish the mooncake. Ha. As if he wouldn't...

2) I had totally no confidence for today's English paper and also for tommorrow Chemistry/Biology Practical Paper too (though I haven't take it). You may be wondering why? 'Cos I just got back my Chemistry/Biology Practical Paper and guess what?! I got 15/30! Border line pass! So depressing...

3) Morever, the one week holiday is simply tooOOoo SHORT! OKay, I was wasting my time here and there but I just don't have the mood to do anything then. Not now either. Just hope it's not later? Sigh.

Sigh. Sigh. SIGH.

Ting.

P.S. San, just told your mum and dad that you lent your h/p to your cousin and she was the one who lost it! It is not your fault so don't worry about getting scolded. If they did (scold you), just say that it was not your fault! You were being kind!

P.S.S I cannot play audition sea! Can someone tell me why? I download the full version twice and it's always downloading, can't even press game start!

2006-09-12T14:36:00.000+08:00

im not in a good mood now. my cousin lost my fone todae wif my ezlink card. n i cant do anyting but smile n sae tat its ok. n i don noe how to tell my parent too!! how how?? i realli don noe wat to do. pls help mi if u r free. i wanna not hus the ass hu took my fone. i curse him/her to b knock down by car whem usin my fone!!! i hate tat person. SOBZ.

niwae jus to tell u gals tat i got finish my chinese paper todae!! hmmm. hopefully i can do beta tis time. by gettin n A??haha.

2006-09-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

well..gals..having to do facial treatment togta ishh great!!hahaha..having laughter and all are tth ones dat im lookin ferr huh!was GReAT today!
but th red patches reli makes miie wry!!nd th pimples are so obvious!cant go out if diz continues.haha..why th some1 nv tagg le huh?hmm..

anyway,iim kinda pissed off.dere ishh diz idiot whu send miie a stupiid msg nd ask miie to patch up wibb him.nd ii rejected cuz ii told him ii got stead le.den eu all neo wadd he says?"den eu be moii part tym gf."PART TYM gf?wadd does he treat miie as?im not his chick kk.he juz niid someone ferr entertainment nd iim not his entertainer.he nd ii dun clicks cuz he's a casanova while i can say ishh faithful?waddeva.at least ii attitude him!haha..serve him rite.yeah.pls treat relationship seriosly can?ii mean at least be trueful to eur stead la.
well..am sad cuz ii tink we reli are in cold war now.he didnt msg miie nor contact miie.haiz.waiting ferr miie at msn.but he's not dere.ii tink he wont return home td ba.cuz his keyz wibb miie den his parents will slp earli ba.maybe ii shld meet him to return?but ii dunwan to initiate.cuz iim too tired to do dat.haiz.anyone can tell miie wadd to do?cuz halfy moii fault la.ferr being rude to him.nd attitude him lyk shit.cuz im angry.
regretted now?but ii didnt reli did wrong.iim doin all diz ferr him.
ii dun understan la.juz wanna sort tings out.
haiz.
leng

2006-09-07T22:02:00.000+08:00

SAN, I MISS YOU SO MUCH! (Vomit) Not. Haha. So... How are you doing now, my princess? Feeling better? 'Cos when I called you today, you sounded like you are dead, or going to anyway (Touchwood!). OPPS! ARE YOU having your BEAUTY SLEEP when I called? Paiseh. Should have message you instead...

Sigh. Been slacking too much. Just started to do a few maths questions and I started to fall asleep. That's why I am here now (Dad is NOT at home! Hehe...), updating (Not like there is much in my life. But still...)

Leng. I know very well that I am not in a position to judge, considering I never see HIM before and blah blah blah. But if HE upsets you SOOoooo much, maybe you should really tell him seriously to choose between that "entertainment" and you. If he really really likes (LOVE is too strong a word for our age.), he will do it. Quit the habit. Once and for all. At least that'a what I believe in. Still, it's your decision to make. Just don't upset yourself anymore. I can sense that in your tone when you called. You seem to be in such a foul mood that really make me feel like ignoring you. Joking. I know I suck at jokes.

There really isn't much in my life worth talking about. But YESSssss! Tommorrow is the day! We are going for FACIAL TREATMENT! I am DAMN curious about it. Afterall, it is my FIRST TIME! Just pray hard that my face won't get any worse than it is. (Yes. It's that worse. SOB.)

Ren shen. (Life.) Shen.(Born) Mei she me zhi de hao gao xin de.(There's nothing to be happy about) Si. (Death) Mei she me zhi de hao bei ai de. (There's nothing to be sad about.) Ren shen bu guo ru ci. (That's life.) (Why am I not typing Chinese? 'Cos Leng said damn hard to see. So I m using hanyupinyin, another thing which I suck at. Plus translation. Though my English also sucks. SIgh. See, I am bad at so many things. Sigh.)Sigh.WTH AM I DOING HERE? 3 MORE DAYS TO PRELIM EXAMS. AND I HAVE NOT PICKED UP MY BOOKS AND START REVISING!!! I am SOOooo DEAD.

Ting

P.S. Em. Excuse me. I think that "sum1" makes a mistake. So there's nothing to be happy or sad about. (That's life. Haha.)

P.P.S. San! When do you want to go swimming? Can you, for once, decide the day/date, time and ask me? 'Cos I waiting here and wo deng dao hua er ye xie liao (I wait till petals wither? That's how bad my English is...SIGH.)....

2006-09-07T14:59:00.000+08:00

haha..am so curious abt whu ish dat some1?nd to dat some1: how do eu neo abt diz blog?nd why,now den finally wanna confess to wan ting?
hmm..reli am curious.pls say whu are eu.frm cckss?damn curious.well..faster tell us la.im impatient.

anyway,td went to bukit timah wibb ben nd ting.den we went to al alzhar to eat!!actually wanna eat roti prata de.but saw ben lyk wanna eat rice, mee etc so peii lor.th food alrite la.not bad nd MILO DINOSAURS!!!its FAB!!anyway,we went to bugis to hunt ferr books after dat.it was a tiring day kk.moii legs are in pain.omg..saw teck liang nd gang.
ii punched ren jie on his arm nd guess wadd?moii lil finger hurt lyk hell!!!sickening leh.

now im addicted to auditionsea!!!nice game!!sandra muz go play!!eu will lyk it.haha.stop now.moii lil finger hurts.
take care ppl.

anyway,fri after facial go moii hse study..^^

2006-09-07T14:33:00.000+08:00

GONG XI WO MEN!! practical mock is over. n we gonna hv 4 more daes to rest b4 our prelim. haha. so how did ur did todae?? oh. thanks lots ting to help mi tell mr lee to put mi in the 2nd shift. haha. wakin up early jus sux. tink next week ur hv to gif mi mornin call jus to make sure tat i wont b late 4 the exams. haha. SO wat did ur do todae? went timah. got miss mi ting? u didnt get to c mi todae. haha.

haha. ok mi stop all tat craps. serious matter now. TING!! hv u read our tagboard. hahaha. "some1" confessed to u!! LOL. in case u didnt read it my copyin tat 4 u.
[some1: wanting i hav always wanted to tell u this but did not dare to..actaully i hav a crush on u and i really love u]
LOL. im realli REALLI curious hus tis person!! hahaha. ting. u muz b damn happi rite. haha.
hmm. do u hv any idea hu is he??? he saes tat he frm outside de.
hey "sum1" sandy tellin u sumting: "if u wanna confess to sum1, put down ur name. so tat she noes hu u. haha. n u hv a good taste. my ting is a rare piece of gem. "

n galz. when ur hv the time? mi wanna go kbox. haha. tell mi the time!! i wil b online almost everydae. haha

2006-09-05T19:52:00.000+08:00

Okay. Got to make this a short one. 'Cos dad is definitely going to kill me if I am still using the computer when he comes back... Here's one simple(Not) introduction. I am a simple (Not) girl. Friends are important to me. I like company s00oooo much that I may just die if I am alone for one day. Okay. That's abit exaggerating. But still... I like to hang out with my friends and get really crazy with them. It is so much fun being with them. And yes! I lOVE food. It is something I can't resist and is trying damn hard to now. (I guess all of you know that?!)

Time's up. Continue next time (Tomorrow?)...

Ting.

P.S. What is wrong? What's up with that bf of yours? If you want, I have got a listening ear here. Care to share? Tell me whenever you feel like it. I am here... and there... Haha. Not funny. I know.

2006-09-05T10:55:00.000+08:00

HAHA. YUPP. A FRESH START!!!
hmm. bu ren zhe yang ba.
lets get to noe each other again!
haha. mi start first.
im sandra ling pei you.
a zhi ren zhang de bu zhou de gal.
but nowadaes found out tat im gettin fatter n fatter le. not tat pretty as b4 le. haha.
so now goin on diet plan. hehe.
im a gal hu needs frenz round mi. need ppl to listen to mi 1once in awhile.
a gal hu is waitin 4 my prince charmin. haha.
n i miss my past. my childhood. my grandparents.
im afraid of loneliness.
im not tat strong as how ur see mi.
actualli im sad everytime i failed my test but i acted lyk its noting to mi.
i lyk to go out. go shoppin. go kbox. go hv fun.
i don lyk to stay at home. cuz it makes mi feel tat i don realli hv frenz round mi.
i lyk to hv ppl round mi to accompany mi.
i get jealous of ppl easily. hehe.
hmm. others ur hv to find out urself le la.
oh ya. 1 more ting. serene read my post n noe bout our pro. n she sae tat if i wanna join them sumtime i can. but den i hope ur to noe. it don mean aniting.ok?hehe.

HAHA. ting... im studyin le. im doin maths le now leh!!
haiz. kind of lazy tis few daes. don feel lyk touchin ani sch books.
but den i got read my chinese novel la. haha.
n mi got a diet plan le wor. wanna slim down at least 1kg tis week ba. hope so.
n i wanna cut my tummy. hehe. its gettin bigger le. i hv been eatin n slpin tis few daes. haha.
so gonna exercise more n eat less le. OH TING!!!! WANNA GO SWIMMIN????? WAN WAN???? i realli feel lyk swimmin leh. haha.

b4 i sign off. tml is our physics mock practical le!! da jia JIA YOU wor!!! haha.

2006-09-05T01:46:00.000+08:00

ii HATE BAY WAN TING!!!!!!!!!HATE her to th CORE cuz she
shldnt habb lend miie such a FABULOUS book!!!
'where rainbow ends'!!!arggghhhh!!!ii feel lyk owning diz book!!
its a FAB book kk!!wan ting eu are reli a FAB fren too!!!
a nice book!!at least dey get to be togta again!!!yeahh!!
so it still consider a good ending!!
nd ii read twice!!im obsess wibb diz book!!ii even skip moii
meals juz to read diz book cuz ii cant put down th damn book after
ii start reading!!ii cant resist th temptation!!ahaha..
later we will be having mock exam nd yet miie diz lazy lady
still habb th mood to update th damn blog huh!
lol..im lidat la..
well..we are having a fresh start.

she's toh chai leng.diz yr sweet 16.has a stead whu ish alwiz
suan-ing her.but she still loves him.loves to live in her lala land.
can be veh quiet sometyms.loves babies but not kids as she experience
th xinku-ness td when she went to shoppin.she's juz lyk any other gals whu wan to doll up herself.make herself looks great.
she doesnt tink b4 she says as she ishh too straightforward nd
her words are too hurting.she ishh purple madness.love having
frenz whu cares abt her.has 2 best frenz nd willin to start afresh wib
dem!but she's sad now cuz she has a stead whu ishh not honest wib
her.he smoke again!!nd he dare to say its juz less den 1 pack.
dats alot kk.he breaks her heart!

she's tired.she's cryin now.she's hurt.
he's not listenin to her.
she's joinin him ferr a smoke if he's not quitting.

leng.

2006-09-04T18:35:00.000+08:00

Happy Steptember holidays! (Except that it isn't, seeing prelim exams are just 6 days away and I haven't started to pick up my books. Sigh.) Things have been crazy. Too much has happened. Too fast. For me to comprehend.

3) The Fallout. 原来我们的友情像玻璃球一样，好脆弱。。。But at least we know it now. (Better now than never, as quoted by Alex, from "Where rainbows end".Yah!) Still, there is a crack there. No matter what, the crack is still there. Perhaps, twenty years later, we will walk down the road, think about what happened and laugh it off. But who knows?

I hope we will learn to be truthful to each other in times to come. Meeting and knowing each other is fate. But, where this friendship will led to, is something which we have control over. It's in our hands.

San and Leng, you are both like da jie jie to me. You know what? When you said you want to talk things out that day, I find out that I don't know you gals that well, really. And it's upsetting me. A lot. Seriously, there's so much about you gals that I don't know. Maybe I have been seeing you as what I want to see. (Selective eyesight?!) So, let's make a fresh start, get to know each other again. This time, I want to see you gals as what you really are and like you for who you are meant to be. Let's drop the pretence. Have a fresh start. That's what I want to say for now.

2) I have been like eating and eating non-stop. God knows what's wrong with me. I am sure I had gained a lot of weight. Sigh again. Well, I SWEAR I am going on a diet. No fried food (That's a torture!). Exercise?! Just let me enjoy today. Haha. (俗语说得好，江山易改，本性难移。:) ）

1) Where are my books? Pray hard that I will start studying soon... 'Cos it is 6 days to prelim exams... Gosh! What have I been doing?...

One good thing to push all the troubling thought out of my mind is READING! (Not about all those boring subjects, dude. Maybe after reading...). I just can't put down the book "Queen of babbles". But, my favourite book is still "Where rainbows end"! Haha.

2006-09-03T02:29:00.000+08:00

yupp. im happi tat everyting is over le. now let the bygone be bygone. we r all back to square 1. i will try to change back to the old sandra. throw all the coldness awae. be the "nonstop" talker again. mi wan to b happi wif my 2 best frenz again. mi still got lots of crazy stuffs wanna do wif BAY WANTING N TOH CHAI LENG. i hope tat we will be lyk b4. hmmm. no. shld sae i hope tat our bond would be even beta after tis quarrel. n lets make a promise ba! promise we will nv cry anymore. no such ting will happen again. let tis b the first n the last time.

n ting. i wanna tok to u. i nv had the chance to tok to u ytd. lets b honest to each other ba. i wan u to sae everyting in ur mind. i don wan u to keep all the tings in to urself. I WAN U TO SHARE!! n im sorry if i made u sad. im sorri. tis not gonna happen again le!! i promise.

"san is happy cuz she hv 2 best frenz tat loves n care 4 her. n she hope to make tis life time promise to be best frenz wif them 4eva."

2006-09-03T00:23:00.000+08:00

chai leng will chg ferr sure!
she realised she's wrong!
she neo its her mistake to make HER besties hurt.
but she wanna let everyting be over soon.
she will watch her mouth nd not let ppl get hurt again.
she hope dat everyone will be honest wibb everyone.
she realised dat frenship ishh veh impt to her.
she will treasure HER.
she will control her temper.stop all dose childish tinking.
thx...she's grateful.she's feeling better now.

let us find back our laughter!

leng.

2006-09-02T13:02:00.000+08:00

yupp. todae is a suxy. thanks 4 lettin mi noe somting. "don be tat sure when u tink tat u found sum1 hu will alwae be there 4 u . " ya. tell mi how u define best frenz?
do ur noe the feelin of walkin alone when u alwae tink tat u hv frenz. i alwae tot tat no matter wt happen u will be wif mi de! but todae when mi n ting qurral. u r not bside mi. ur wif her. every1 is wif her. she walked off lyk i bully her. n every1 went to comfort her. wat bout mi?
do ur noe how m i feelin jus now. u said in the entry tat ur not pissed off by mi. den y r u not wif mi when i realli needed u. at least stand beside mi n let mi noe tat ur wif mi. or, msg mi n tok to mi. jus lyk tat time when we at lot 1. at least i offer to accompany u hm. n i msg u too. but tis time. i waited 4 ur msg. i wait n wait n wait. noting came. when ur r hvin fun, im sittin under a unknown block cryin ALONE. n im cried myself to slptis afternoon. i don wan all tis to happened de. but it seem to b everyting my fault. i shld not hv go to tis gatherin de.

we locked the door cuz chuan yew alwae walked in n stand bside us. den he will start tellin us wat to do. hmm. u shld not hv thrown tis tile. tis n tat de. we alwae let seow huan in le. tat mean is not ur we don wan to hv in the room. u could hv ask seow huan aso mah. yupp. ur ask mi is i wanna join ur, but do u still rmb wat happen last time? tat time im pissed bcuz ur alwae decide eveyting without tellin mi. den onli when b4 ur wanna go. saw mi. n rmb oh ya theres still sandra. den ur ask mi.

at least still hv siong. but mi. i don hv any1 le. im all alone.

2006-09-02T01:19:00.000+08:00

Life is unpredictable. Shan's great grandmother passed away. I thought the one who should be crying is her. But yet, I am crying now. Yes, I feel sorry for Shan. She had told me before about her grandmother. It's painful to see one's loved ones suffering but it is hard to let her go. I cannot say I understand. I only have one grandfather and when he passed away, I was too young to understand the concept of death. And I am not close to him or even both of my grandmothers. Maybe because of the distance, (Singapore to Malaysia) I didn't see much of them. as for one of my grandmother in Singapore, she has got a weird temper (Mum said I' m like her. She dislikes her. So I think she dislikes me too.). I seldom see her and when I did, we can't communicate. It's too late now, to start building up relationship. That's why sometimes, I am envious of Shan. She has got a close family. I mean really close family.

I am crying. I can't control. I hate myself. For suggesting the gathering. It was a disaster. Everyone was not happy when they left (Expected but things were worse than they were). We left earlier than planned. Yes, we finished the food. That's a good thing. 'Cos last time, we wasted a lot.

This is what happened: San was upstairs playing mahjong with Andy, Hui Yi and Keng Kiang. They kept locking the door. (A misunderstanding.) Which pissed Leng and me off (We did not know the truth then. Seow Huan didn't say anything when we asked.) 'cos it isn't their house. Shan was pissed off as well. It's like the guys just didn't have limits. No one offered Shan or anyone else to play. As a result, no one was in the mood to play water games with Shan, which she really looks forward to. Since there's nothing to do, everyone left. Shan waited downstairs for us, where she received the news about her great grandmother, lefting in a hurry. That left Andy, Keng Kiang, Bernard, Seow Huan, Si Hui, Lend, San and me. Leng and me asked San if she wanted to go out with her but she declined (It was not planned. I just asked Leng about it, a few minutes ago.). On the way, San started talking about the issue.

"...If you guys make the effort to make the water bags, we will play mah..."

I was not in the mood to listen and walked away. (I am truly sorry about that. I regret that. I have got a bad temper and it's hard to control, ok?) San walked away in a puff. (Keng Kiang told me later that she cried. And that, I am sorry. I didn't mean anything. It's my fault. I apologise.) So, Leng and I went Si Hui's house. Leng started telling us stuffs and breakdown. I totally do not know what to do. I didn't know things between us is really so bad. Okay, at least, we know now.

After that, the three of us went arcade and we had fun. Yes, we did, thanks to Si Hui. When we were about to go home, we end up buying some sort of facial voucher and the first thing was, we wanted to go with San.

I seriously do not know why things between us would get so harsh. Leng, if what you said is true, if we will drift apart just because of time, well, let's forget about the whole thing of being friends (I said "if".). It is tiring to type all these out. tiring. Damn tiring. Can we just forget about this quarrel (T.R.Y.) and about all our differences (T.R.Y.)? Can we?

A tiring gal
Ting

2006-09-01T23:06:00.000+08:00

wadd a day ii habb.its suchh a terrible day to end.hate it muchhs.ii tot diz gathering was suppose to be a happy one but in th end end up being unhappy.everyone ishh unhappy especially phui shan.she's real pissed off by dem.yeahh.im oso pissed off nd fed up ok?ii dun lyk dem to lock th door when dats not deir room.do they habb manners?pls la.diz ishh not deir hse so why shld dey lock th door?its RUDE kk.somemore wadd ii wanna say ishh in th 1st place why shld dey lock th door when its juz us?frenz.dun dey treat us as frenz?deir action reli make miie feel dat we are outsiders.we are not allow to disturb dem???? pls lor.whu wan to disturb dem??dey tink deir majong ishh great huh?dey big ishhit?no big deal.wadd a shit.SHE said dat SHE accidentally locked th door.CRAP.wadd accidentally?a piece of shit.ii close th door after dat nd miie nd ting wait nd c wheta dey wld lock th door.as expected, awile ltr ii heard th sound of locking th door.insane!ii did shouted back nd said dat dey lock th door.obviously its on purpose.it reli ishh on purpose.moii face chg immediately.ii dun care muchhs.ii didnt lyk dem to lock th door.do dey habb th right to lock th door?NO.its cherie's hse!somemore its her room!lyk wtf.ii reli hate it.dun say miie old fashion or sth but dey reli shldnt habb lock th door!!!if dey were at moii hse nd lock th damn door,ii wld flare up at dem de!ferr sure.

ii reli dun lyk th feeling.in th end phui shan went off 1st.she waited ferr us at downstairs.obviously no one has th mood to play wadd water bomb.moii foot.she's piss off.so does miie nd tiing.everyting ishh too late to apologise or sth.can all of dem habb some limit when playing majong?ii neo dat majong ishh addictive.ii played a few tyms b4 nd ii neo th feeling but can someone habb th heart to let others play?ii mean alot of ppl kinda angry bcuz of majong.ii believe.habb some limit pls.dey played ferr so long kk.ii dun lyk dat.can share rite?why muz it be onli dem?why?not dat ii wan to play but it juz dat its unfair!!!ferr others.pls be considerate ferr others.fuck.hate it alrite.

yeahyeah.someone ishh angry wibb someone.someone ishh pissed off wibb someone.someone ishh tolerating ferr so long until she breaks down today.thx sihui nd tiing ferr comforting miie when we were at sihui's hse.yeah.ii cried.all becuz of dat someone.ytd when ii was studying wibb dear,ii breakdown too.becuz of dat someone.ii cried ferr 2 days.stupiid miie.wadeva.everyting lyk chg when ii came back to schh.do ii reli chg?after 2wks of mc,bed ridden ferr 1wk,wad do eu tink ii wld feel?obviously its bad rite?eu go try nd c la.its terrible to be sufferin until liddat kk.no one has th rite to say miie chg cuz ii didnt at all.no one cares abt miie.no one undastan miie.no one...ii was wrong dat schh ishh stilll th best ferr miie.schh reli sux when ii return.its not becuz of hmwk.ii love hmwk.wad ii mean ishh everyting chg.nd ii hate it.nd ii learn dat someone call miie zuai lor.ii was veh hurt when ii neo abt it.why shld he say dat?dats one of th reason why ii cry td.reli didnt expect dat psn to say dat word.im so disappointed in him.when ii wasnt happy wibb him,im not sayin sth harsh to him lor.isit becuz ii sick dats why he tink im zuai?oh moii goodness.

after all frenzship ishh so fragile.wadd will happen nxt yr?will we stay in contact?NO.we wont.cuz ii dun tiink dey will make an attempt to contact miie.its alwiz miie whu contact ppl.not th other way round.!its alwiz miie.iim alwiz th one whu initiate everyting.nd im tired.ii told weng fai abt diz b4.im tired.to initiate everyting.shall c whu ishh th one whu doesnt contact wibb each other nxt tym.kinda hurt td.still tot abt dat tym.when ii feel so lonely,whu ishh dere ferr miie?no one.whu cares abt miie?no one.well,now dere's tears in moii eyes again.guess goin to rain again.tml miie goin out wibb him.our 2nd mth.hope tml will be fun cuz we are goin to play planes nd study after dat.ii reli hope tml can fa xie moiiself.cuz ii reli niid to.

well..now back to where ii stop.ii neo eu are pissed off by miie nd tiing.can c frm it.eu neo im pissed off too.so we are quit.but im not fed up by eu.its dem.nd ya,maybe its becuz all of us's temper reli sux.so all of us are quit.juz stop diz topic now.

went to lot1 wibb sihui nd ting after dat.went to lib nd played arcade.quite fun cuz sihui ishh th one whu make miie lauff nd cheer miie up.thx gal!im so grateful to eu.truly ii am.grateful.lauff alot at lot1 cuz sihui's action make miie nd ting go crazy.haha.we lauff lyk mad especially miie.im crazy.psycho.haha.when we were abt to go home, a lady approached us nd tok abt her facial prroducts.nd gibb us free samples.quite effective ferr miie.in th end miie nd ting share money to buy a voucher of $27.50.diz ishh to go ferr facial session.maybe during th holidays we go do treatment.will habb 50% discount.quite worth it.mum ask miie to trim moii eyebrow.duno leh.shall c howw.
haiz.end here ba.if not ii will continue nd continue.
hope dere wont be nxt tym.
no more of diz quarrels pls.

leng.

2006-08-31T16:54:00.000+08:00

hey galz! tell ur 1 ting WO ZAI SI MIAN!! omg! its gettin more serious dae by dae. realli cant slp la. don noe wats happenin to mi lor. haha. niwae mi postin again le!! hehe. sorri to leave the job of updatin tis blog to both of u 4 the past few weeks. hv been busi slackin. lol. c my size u will noe le. WO YOU PANG LE!! sobz. sobz. leng i aso wanna b sick cuz i wanna slim down aso. jk jk de . haha. BTW. though now sae abit too late le la. but den still wanna sae. hehe. WELCOME BACK TO SCH LENG!! we realli miss u during the daes when u not in sch. though we quite lyk the peaceful daes de. haha.

hmm. jus read the post 4 the past few daes de. ting. sorri if we realli make u feel left out sometimes. will try to do sumting bout it de. haha. but den im v happi tat u r riting down more of ur feelin in ur posts le. at least now we will noe how u feelin! den we can do sumting b4 tings happen mah. haha. n bout the blog tingy. its ok de. we may sound not v happi tat dae. but we don blame u. REALLI! its ur first time doin the blogskin ting mah. so its ok de. n I WAN U TO NOE tat tis blog belong to the three of us. so u can do aniting to it. don hv to ask 4 mi or leng permission if u wanna change aniting de. ok? hehe. oh ya. n im sorry tat mi n clare made u feel left out durin the pe. hmm. if we got the chance to play again next time wont let it happen le!! sorri sorri.

haha. ting. bout tat story book de ting. "r u lookin 4 mi n leng?" haha. v bu yao lian rite. though we r not frenz frm childhood but we noe each other at least 4 four years till now le. im sure tis frenship will last long de rite? so.... r we the ppl u lookin 4? haha.

Zzzzz. i wanna slp!! but don noe y once i lie on my bed den i cant slp le(but den how cum mi will fall aslp once mi in class huh?). tink i muz go c ms chen le! lol. oh ya. im not being myself the whole dae todae leh. hv been v quiet. leng sittin beside mi muz b damn bored lor. weng fai aso sae mi v weird. he sae mi ignorin him the whole dae den tot he did sumting to make mi angry la. haha. damn funny lor him. realli don noe wats happenin to mi la. INSONMIA(is tis the rite spellin?). den v serious de short term memory. todae ask leng the same question for 4 time lor. haha. paiseh leh. both of u will hv to ren wif mi tis weird weird de behaviour 4 tis few daes. tink mi is not enough slp ba(u all muz understand mi is a slpin pig lai de. if i don hv the amount of slp i wan i would become weird weird de). hehe.

wth. kana again! mi mum jus came in to nag at mi bcuz of my tat idiotic jie. she realli don noe the limit de lor. tat time she tell mi tat she will not cum home so late le. den it happen again n again. but den everytime she did tat is not she kana de leh. is ke lian de wo kana de lor. is either naggin or scoldin. worse is my dad de da dao li. tink imuz faster go lie on my bed n act tat im slpin le. wait dad cum in den i will get another scoldin le. haha. niwae. tml aces dae! n after sch we goin to shop 4 the food 4 the steamboat on fridae. haha. tink will be fun ba. LOOKIN FOWARD TO FRIDAE DE GATHERIN!!

[san] is here!!

2006-08-31T16:37:00.000+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day! Perhaps 'cos it is my last year in Dunearn, so I am getting (too) emotional about everything. I just want to say a big "Thank You!" to all the teachers who have taught me. Thank you. Especially to Mrs Lim (my tuition teacher from primary two to six). You were the one who made me interested in studying, transforming me from a rebellion girl to the lady I am today. No words can express my gratitude to you. I am just lucky to meet a great teacher like you. No mater where you are right now, I will always remember you, your words of wisdom. Thank You, Mr Kaan (my form teacher at present), for all the little treats now and then, making school so much bearable.

Enough of all the emotional parts, I am soooooo looking forward to tommorow gathering. "cos after that, we got to start burrying ourselves in books, studying for the oncoming prelim exam and the O'level exams. After all, it will be a great deal of fun, with all the food (We are having steamboat and hot plate! Yummy! I know I am supposed to be on diet. But I can watch you all eat mah... Haha.) and you guys (San, Leng, Phui Shan, Li Xia, Cherie, Si Hui, Vina (Suprise!), Chuan Yew, Bernard, Seow Huan, Hui Yi , Andy and Keng Kiang) around.

Life is so much interesting with friends around (At least, it is, right now.).

2006-08-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

hey gals!im back!updates...
finally after 2wks of mc,im BACK!
back to schh!was so excited to go schh td!
cuz ii miiss schh,frenz nd everything!
yupps..early in th morning ii lie to sandra!
abt wadd?eu all may tiink im bad rite?
ii lie to her dat ii got mc ferr td!
but actual fact ishh ii went to schh nd wanna gib her surprise
cuz she was late td!haha!miie am a gd fren.
but in th end when she reached sch,sihui tld her abt moii
existance den she ran into th clzrm
nd beat miie!its painful ok?th way eu hit miie!
surprise rite?haha..

ii hate joseph!!!!!!cant stand him cuz he SLIM down alot!
omg-.-!!!!!
ok wo cheng ren miie got slim down abit.
but not dat muchhs nd it doesnt help at all!
haha..cuz onli abit onli.
he reli slim down alot la..jealous liao miie.
den miie muz NOT eat fried stuffs forever.
dats th best effect to slim down.
moii god.
tiiing arr...seriously eu shld cut down on eur diet.
not dat ii wan to say, ii mean no harm.
ii mean we three plan to slim down rite?
so we muz slim down.
follow moii diet ba.tiink will at least lose abit of weight
if eu persevere not to eat fired food.
seriously if eu dun eat fried stuffs,
will slim down easier nd ii can live w/o fried de so iim
sure eu can de!!try ferr 1 wk nd eu will get used to it!

dats all..juz return home frm tuition.
took maths test.didnt manage to finish but its ok.
haha..tok to moii teacher juz now nd ii realised dat ii didnt speak
broken english.yeah!quite standard now.
maybe afterall,it does help.
practice makes perfect!

leng signing off.

2006-08-29T19:18:00.000+08:00

Peek-a-boo! Yes! It's me... AGAIN! It was another tiring day. Fell asleep in Mr.VJ's lesson. That's my first time really falling asleep in class.(I am getting from bad to worse.) And I got caught. But nothing happened (I am just a lucky student. Haha.).

English Mock Exam was BLOODY HELL bored. The passage was OKAY, thanks to Mr. Kaan. He has, like, given us the passage umpteen times, again and again. I know how to answer the questions but just not sure about my answers, when I am supposed to. That's the thing that always frustrates me. What have I been learning the past three years? Still, I managed to finish the damn paper and have time to think. Think about my life. Family. Friends. ETC.

My life is certainly not in order now (Not till Thu. I promise myself.). Things have been crazy. I am still lazy. Not doing homework yet. And prelim is just 1 week away! Stress. Family-wise, there has always been the problem of money and constant nagging which irritates me so much that I felt like running away from home. But I am sensible enough not to do that. Haha. Friends-wise, things are certainly better between Phui Shan and me. We are talking to each other, having fun like before, at least for now. I am satisfied with that. Leng is back to school. She, like, slimmed down le. (Opps! Forget must say that you are fat. Haha.) San and Leng are now back to being the "twin". It's kind of hard to get them apart(Not that I want to). Always know that they have a stronger bond, what with knowing each other longer(I am not jealous but sometimes, just feel that I am kind of odd one out.Will get to that sometime later.). Btw, we had planned a sort of "getting-together-before-prelim-party". Looking forward to it. Day for us to get crazy one more time and have fun together before getting serious. Hopefully, everyone will be happy that day...

Yup. Guess what? I played captain ball. I never played ball-games in Dunearn(In fact, any sports.), not since primary school. (I was once every active. Just don't know why things changed. I think the problem is confidence.Weight? Leng said I look fatter. SOOOOOOoooooo DEPRESSING!) Maybe it was 'cos Mr.Rani said it will be our last P.E. lesson. It's funny how you could play a game and learn something from the way people played. Okay. I ll fire ahead. My team consists of San, Leng, Clare and me. The other team includes Si Hui, Phui Shan, Hui Yi, and Yong Bing. (Poor Wen Jia was down with flu and was sitting over there, watching. Jody was not here and I think she's lonely. I will, if I am her. In fact, I am, sometimes.) Both team had different ways of playing. San and Clare was like passing the ball to one another, scoring quite a lot (They are from netballs). I think Huiyi was playing too hard to score, but at least, all her mates were involved in the game. Teamwork is there. And just a moment, I thought I see through them. You know who they are really, if you get my point. Well... I am still looking for my Alex (one of the childhood soulmates (the other was Rosie) from the book"Where rainbows end", the one I mentioned yesterday, remember?)... Let's see what tomorrow has in for me... I am waiting...

2006-08-28T20:39:00.000+08:00

Hi! To any souls out there. Or am I the only pathetic soul here?! Well.. It just looks like I has been on the computer too much (too much for comfort) recently(while everone out there(or was it just my imagination?!) studying hard...) . I will and must learn to control my self-desire(to use the computer) one day(pretty soon or I wil land in hot soup. 'Cos Dad has been down my neck on bills recently...). Still, just let me finish typing this...

School is as usual, BORING. I felt so sleepy."Cos I have been reading last night(Instead os studying Amaths which I should have. Now, that's another thing I will and must learn to control...). Well... The book (Where rainbows end) was a winner!(At least to me. I intent to read it again.) It was about two childhood friends who have been there for each other, like forever. Misunderstandings, circumstances and sheer bad luck has kept them apart-until now. What has touched me (And kept me going till I finished the book, like around 3 A.M.?)was the love and friendship going strong between the two main characters. It was something I yearned for and am currently in the process of finding... I just hoped I won't take forever to do so...

Where was I? Ok. School was hell. In fact, worse than I think. I got back my Emath mock exam result. The result? Mocking. Not worth to be mentioned. And the Amath exam I have taken today. Don't even think about it. What I should do now, is to get prepared to go for Mr. VJ's intensive Maths training now... I am sadist. I just feel like I have been missing a lot in life, though I am only 15+++(going 16, after my birthday). What I can do? Except just enjoy every moment(which I certainly don't, right now, with Dad threatening to cut off my supply of chocolates at the back, if I don't get off the computer ASAP...). That's life. And that's my sharing for the day. Hope to hear from your gals.

Love,
Ting

2006-08-27T00:25:00.000+08:00

生病真不好受。I think Leng will share the same views as me. Both of us had fallen ill these days. Leng's case was more serious though. (She was still on MCs.) She was down with some virus infection.(I don't know what virus is that. But heard San said Leng's head was swollen like a pig's head. Leng, no offense.)

Illness. Just typing out sent a shiver down my spine. Illness is a torture, irregularless of how serious.

I hate the feeling of being ill. Because the world will continue to rotate, while you, will be lying in your bed, moaning. Actually, the fact is that I am a 怕输 Sinagporean. I hate missing out any important details in life. Haha.

Despite the toture physically and maybe for some, mentally, 'cos you worry so much, like me.), one good thing of being ill is that you will then know how much you mean to your loved ones and friends. This where real friends step in while all those "friends" step out of your life. Real friends will make an effort to do whatever they can to help. No matter how busy they are, they will call, just to ask. That's I truly believe in.

Because of my ilness, I had missed several mock exams. Thinking about them just made my head spin again. I think I am going to be sick again. Kidding. Illness, who wants them?

2006-08-14T19:36:00.000+08:00

ii neo wadd happen exactly.
sometyms ii feel dat dere isnt a niid ferr a tok.
cuz sooner or ltr we will be fine!
rite?cuz no pt kp broodin over diz..
its useless thou.
everything ishh OUR hormones doin th fault.
nd ii confess datt ii reli habb bad attitude.
yupps.attitude sucks.
everyone does habb attitude de.
even vina sure habb de.
it juz a matter wheta dey show it or not.
ferr miie, its an obvious dat ii does show it out.
sry iim dat straight4ward.
so now wadd ii wanna say ishh dat ..
ONCE A FREN,
4EVA A FREN..
SO NO MATTER WADD HAPPEN,
eu will still be moii besties,moii fren!
maybe we juz habb to cool down alrite?

2006-08-12T20:28:00.000+08:00

Hey. There's a lot on my mind recently (I bet I am not the only one). I am acting differently(weirdly, just not like the usual me). There may be some point of time where I do or say things I didn't mean to and in the process, hurt someone. Don't take my words to heart. I sincerely apologise here. But... there's certainly some misunderstanding between us, some words of truth needed to be spoken. I suggest we sit over and talk things over? Perphaps, next Friday? Send me a mesage.

2006-08-04T00:17:00.000+08:00

im goin to clarify now.
seriously td at lot 1 ii am,indeed PISSED OFF.
eu gals neo dat.
nd why dun eu all approached miie nd tok to miie?
FELT LEFT OUT.
dats why ii rather shop alone.
im not my usual self td.
eu gals didnt experience wadd ii undergone.
its simply sucks.
terrible.
if eu all kena pangseh or left out,
will feel th same as ii do.
at least make an attempt to tok to miie will eu?
not as if iim unreasonable rite?
ii wont flare up at eu all if eu all tok to miie.
dats th reason ii dun lyk goin out.
yeah.life sucks.sch sucks.everything sucks.
parents kb here nd dere.
restriction all over.
sometyms ii rather not hab any frenz.
can say im kuai tai.
zi ji yi ge ren bi jiao hao.
nd buyin prezzies ferr ppl ishh reli tough.
all opinion not same.
im worst of th worst.
im so stress up wibb plenty of stuffs which eu all dunno.
pressure frm family,teachers,relatives.financial.
peers.frenz.
All different kind.at least ferr now he's treating miie gd.
dats th onli ting to be happy.
do eu noe dat im livin in a veh xin ku state?
everyday was being th suspect.
mum dun blive miie.
dad kp scoldin miie.nag mie fer th hp bill.
fuck.
teachers pin high hope on miie especially vonne nd mrs chan
relatives look down on us.
nd ii reli got a bad attitude
which can make a psn FREAK OUT.
i got th worst attitude.
but ii can be nice nd im not unreasonable.
juz hope eu guys dun kp tokin among eurself.
reli make miie feel so inferior.
lyk an outsider.
its not good to experience dat.
will go crazy.am turnin crazy.
ii hate being ALONE!

leng

2006-07-22T18:01:00.000+08:00

Hey! I am back to blogging. So looooooong didn't blog. Has been kept busy with all those never ending homework. Life is just soooooooooo tiring. The racial harmony celebration yesterday was great though. Enable me to put aside other troubling thoughts first. Everybody looked good in the traditional costume. I didn't wear though. It's not that i do not support this celebration, ok? Just don't have suitable one (costume) for me. Too fat. Haha.

San, I am totally touched by your words. I know you care. Everyone has got their troubles. Mine started ages ago and it is still there. It's complicted. I need time. Yet, time is what i don't have and really, really lack. I really don't know what to say. Just thanks for... everything. You are a good friend. I am sure your prince will riding in a white horse for you. And sure, you can come my house for revision. I welcome you with open arms. It's boring studying alone. I can come out for revisions sometimes. But you got to tell me earlier la.

One more time.. Leng, you and me will always be best friends. As long as you gals can tolerate my naggy lectures, smug attitudes and pretty much pretty things else about me! Haha. Friends for life.

Ting.

2006-07-22T14:37:00.000+08:00

hey gals!!enjoy th racial harmony td mahh?
so happy td wor..took alot of piiix norr..
nd moii hair!ii love it.thx sandra!!all credits goes to eu!
haha..tiing ar..why dun wan to wear?haiyo.
last yr of sch nd muz leave a memorable tym alrite!
muahaha..shall upload th piix now.anyway,th blog ish sek gok-ing..
muz kp updating gals!dun let diz blog be forgotten!

haah..4e2 rocks!!lazy to upload more piix..
love td.yupps.everyone ishh so nice..
mr kaan too!!his ci xiang face when he smile!
CUTE!
kk guys.miie gtg.
cya.
muackiiess
`jerlyn

2006-07-09T17:57:00.000+08:00

yoz galz. im back!!
haha. sorrie. mi noe tat mi nv blog 4 a v long time le.
but u galz aso cannot let tis blog go stagnent leh.
mi saw the last postiin WAS 30 june la.
haha. since mi finalli blog le den will make tis a long 1.

well. tiis iis 4 ting de.
hmm. tat time when mii waitiin 4 leng de oral.
u told mii sumting but halfwae.
wanna finish it?
noe u feelin v stress nowadaes.
bout studies n others de.
mayb we can find 1 dae hao hao tan.k?
muz sae everyting out de.
don alwae keep everyting to urself lor.
not good de. hao mah?
feel free to tok to mi or leng.
don scare u sae anyting will make us angry de.
we v open de. haha
no matter wat i jus wan u to noe tat.
WE 3 R BEST FRENZ 4EVA!!
den as 4 ur financial problem.
don worry too much.
everyting will turn out good de.
if nid help muz tell mi.k?
will try moii best to help u de.
n the kbox tingy.
we still got lots of time.
after o level can sing till u siao lor.
hmm.since u cant cum out now.
den mi go ur hse study lor. can?
nid ur help in many areas!! hehe.

den leng.noting to sae bout u lor.
u hv been a realli good fren tis few daes.
thanks 4 being there 4 mi all tis while.
n all the encouragement!!
don worry la.
mi will live on fine wifout da shu de.
haha. noe tat ii hv been v moody nowadaes.
sorrie to make u suffer so much.
will try to change de.
finish tis later.
match startin le.
haha

2006-06-30T17:10:00.000+08:00

School has been going on for a week now. The usual. Boring. I tried hard to listen but to no avail. Used to sleeping in the holidays. Haha. To make things worse (just as I am still coping back to the life in school again), there is Chinese GCE'O" Level oral examination. Next Tuesday. Thanks to Youth Day. We got Monday off. Haha. Time to sleep. And start working? I am nervous about the oral. I know it's just an oral but still... Ok. Nvm. Juist pray hard that things will be pleasant then. Ya. Mie now at Cherie's house. We had just finished our preparation for oral. And we are playing cards! Time to relax. I do need one, especialy so, as I have been standing outside " closed doors". :)

2006-06-25T18:35:00.000+08:00

hey gals..its miie to blog again!!yupps.holidays will end tonite.
in fact diz ish a sign ferr us to start muggin REAL hard.
nd not to do last min stuffs.nd lets put ALL dose unhappy
stuffs behind us kk?concentrate on studies 1st.
nd to sandra,try not to engage in relationship kk..
althou iit doesnt affect studies much,but still,its beta to be caution.
well..now our MAIN priority ish STUDIES.
nd ii habb quit my habit of playing pangya.yupps.
actually im quite lookin forward to sch tml.
at least can concentrate in sch nd not idling arnd.yupps.
habb eur done any revision?other den tuition,
ii didnt do much except doin english tys.
nd some revision on A maths.
th 3ofus muz do well in o' kk?go to our dream sch.
be it jc or poly.
but once eu chose th sch,dun regret.
dun turn back.muz look forward.
miie sound pro?no la.actually was enlighten by sharine.
my cousin.
she ish th one whu motivate miie.th one whu encourage
miie not to gibb up in studies.nd iim reli grateful to her.
shall not let my parent,teachers nd yvonne whu hab pin high
hope on miie.yvonne,ii will not let eu dwn.
kk den.shall stop here.
hope my post here ish useful to eu all.
not gonna be an empty promiz again.
shall not GIBB UP!!
anyway, ii did enjoy my holidays.so ii got nth to regret.
yupps.jiayou.

`jerlyn

2006-06-20T17:41:00.000+08:00

Life is bearable. Five more days to school reopens...

2006-06-20T17:33:00.000+08:00

Hey gal. Come on. Face it. It's over. Get over it. I know that saying is easier than actually doing it. I know i may not be able to feel or even ever understand what the hell you are going through now. I respect you and when you feel that you can pour the whole story out, i am willing to lend a listening ear. I am sure San felt the same as i am. We may not be able to help much but we will be there for you, as in mentally. Cry if you must. It's unhealthy to keep the tears in. Btw, do you still want us to go your house tml? I can totallly understand if you decide against it and be alone. Just give me a call or if not, sms me, won't you?

2006-06-20T00:56:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!idiot!QINOBE ish OUT!ii hate it.shld be MANTOU OUT!
fuck ass.juz go nd die.whr habb their eyes gone to?

gals,now ii tiink ii shall explain why ii didnt
tell eu gals abt my relationship.tiing neo abit cuz
miie juz now told her abit.
ii feel dat ii shldnt say so much abt him nd miie
cuz ii dun tiink dere's a niid to say
since now alr over,ii shall say cuz ii tiink
ii gonna explode or anyting.ii neo eu all are curious
right? wads th feeling of being cheated?
experience?nah.ii dun tiink eu all habb.
juz sux alrite?cheating here nd dere.
tiink its funny isit?argh.sometyms ii wonda
why shld hab start th relationship?nd why shld ii tolerate his nonsense?
reli dun undastan.maybe dat tym ii reli hab such a
BIG heart.dats why.alr found out diz b4 we break
nd ii still can stand it.can eu imagine?
im such a magnanimous gal.HA.
well..on th outside,i may look tough nd had th heck care
attitude but deep in my heart,ii feel terrible.
reli wanna cry out loud but ii juz cant.
nd do eu neo its hard to look tough on th outside nd
look as if iim fine?eu neo ii feel so terrible?
haiz.right now.i not goin to explain further.
if not ii will reli cry.

take care peeps.will be fine.
bb

jerlyn

2006-06-19T17:15:00.000+08:00

I'm SOOOOoooooooooo Sorrrrrrrrieee........ Sooooooooooo loooooong never update le. Poor Leng. She has been updating alone for like... hm.. Sry. Lost count. Nvm. Here's my amends by writting as long as i can NOW. Forgive me?

Well, basically, the holidays aren't like holidays. Partly due to the D&D camp? It has taken at least one week of our holidays! Furthermore, it's like from early in the morning 8am till like late evening. (They put 5:30P.M. in the shedule but i don't think we have been following that time to go home. I practically reach home at about 6plus?) Ok. It's not that bad. We do have a lot of breaks in between. (Meaning eat and eat! No wonder i couldn't slim down. Haha.) And then, there's the games. Actually, our team could have won the games, if not for the stupid rain. Mother nature's fault? Nope. I would totally blame the organiser and the one who has permitted the act of deciding the winner by tossing a coin. YES. TOSSING A COIN TO DECIDE A WINNER. How stupid is that? Nvm. It's long over. Forget it. In the end, we got fourth. Better than nothing.

Ok. Enough of the naggy me. There're some parts of the holidays i did enjoy though. I managed to find one decent day where San and i were both free and we went swimming! Though i do not realy favour sports, swimming is one sport i LOVE and really enjoy. Back to the topic, as usual, San was late but couldn't blame her when i saw her. Could see she was already rushing. But still, San, please do not turn up so late for your next date. He may run away! Kidding. Haha.

After the splash of water, San and i met Lixia (who due to me telling the wrong time has waited for quite some time). Lixia was just about to fall asleep! Poor girl. It's my fault. Ya. Then we gals went Junction 8 for... SHOPPING! San bought a pink crown and Xia and me bought huiyi's and sihui's present. That was quite a day which end with gossips and more.. GOSSIPS!

Apart from that day, Phuishan, Huiyi, Lixia, Cherie, Leng and I had agreed to meet up to hunt for presents at bugis. To accompany Leng, i finally wear a tank top and YES, a skirt. Leng said it's nice but still, i m not used to it. Suprise! Clare turned up with Huiyi! So, all of us went hunting for presents with lots of disagreements. Luckily (or not), we mangaed to buy all five presents intented in just one day. Not a perfect day but still, it's a day spent. With Leng around, things were always better. I think we just got crazy together. Haha.

Last account dated back to Friday. Our class had organised a BBQ! It was quite boring at first but with a splash of water, everyone got wild and soon, wet! Haha. I ate quite some food and had fun singing on the swing(Or whatever) with Leng, San and the gals. Unluckily, Sam got injuried in the process of fun by Guan Ting. The bleeding stops though. Hope it was no big deal now. After the wild party, San, Leng and i got a craving and we went Leng's house to eat Durians! When we went to go home, trains stopped functioning! Dad drove me homeand i know he's worried that i went home so late. So I promise there won't be a next time anymore.

YUP. Btw, i got addicted to e mo zai sheng bian le, thanks to leng. Soooo.... leng, when can i spent my rest of the holidays at your house to watch the show? Cya.

2006-06-15T00:02:00.000+08:00

its miie again.why no one wan to post?
sandra shld post!can undastan tiing why nv post
so im here to save th blog!!haha.miie BRAVO.lol.

anyway,went out wibb tiing dey all to buy
prezzie ferr th guys nd maple's.
haha.alot of different opinion nd views.
but in th end FINALLY bought ALL 5 of dem
prezzies.FINALLY!mygosh.
yupps.well..tiing say miie got slim down wor,
quite happy actually but ii feel dat ii got fat leh.
dunno why.haha.
well..love hanging out wibb tiing cuz ish lyk
we can crazy togta,make ourselves LOSE FACE
oso dun care.haha.td ii macham mad woman lor.
yupps.im crazy.yeah baby!
FUN td.when wibb tiing nd lixia.
goin out wibb lixia oso not bad wor.
reli.haha.shld go out more but ii dun tiink got
tym to go out le cuz goin to sch reopen in a few days tym.
onli left 1 wk!!

well..hope eu galz will enjoy eur holiday wor.
take care ppl..yupps.cya.
pls updzate.dun let it stagnant anymore.
yeah baby.muz tell tiing to update le!!haha

jerlyn.

2006-06-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

hey!!its miie again!!
im here to update wor.
see la..im alwiz th one whu ish
updating ferr aLL to enjoy
keke..
anw,tings doesnt turn bad as ii tot.
maybe ii tiink too much.
td's wrk ish juz a brand new day fer miie!!
ALL ask miie th same qns:
"why so long nv wrk?"
nd teck liang add on..
"ii tot eu quit liao"
happy dat dey shld rmb miie
nd make miie feel welcome
BUT was enraged bcuz of dat
stupiid ANDY TAN!!
he kp scared miie n boo n do all
childish tings.
so idiotic..
but samuel ish leaving
hope he has a bright future nehx.
still considering wheta wanna go ferr th
crew outing tingy.
yeah.
teck liang kp askin miie to go cuz
afterrall diz might be th last crew
outing ferrr mie eh?
cuz im quitting soon.
nd renjie oso ask miie go
cuz after dat maybe watching movie or so.
sigh..
didnt neo wadd to do.
reli wanna join dem but ii got tuition neh
althou can attend to sat's lesson
but..ii reli dunno wadd to do.
nxt wk ish a busy week ferr miie eh..
ii got a life!
yeah.
life w/o him may seems weird but ii will look
ahead instead of looking back
cuz it will do miie no gd.
well,ii guess dats all ferr th day.
habb been bloggin alot in my blog
so ii gtg.
take care peeps.

ii told myself to forget eu but my heart nd mind kp thinking of eu.

2006-06-09T15:17:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!!thx ferr eu all's concern..i will be fine sometyms ltr.
juz niid tym to heal my wound alrite.
well..its really hard to let go of everything but ii will recover
veh soon..
so eu guys not to wry.
anw,single ish way better rite?
at least ii do not habb to live in FRIGHT
can be relieve when ii go out.

peeps, ii habb chg my blogskin
do come to my blog and take a look alrite?
keke~
sry gals dat ii seldom go out wib eur cuz
ytd when ii was out wibb sarina
ii saw shadows of him..
images of him dat will make miie sad
can say ii still love him
but den its miie whu wanna th break up
so..
ii shall not regret..
juz niid tym..

anyway gals,
do blog often kk?
cuz the blog ish stagnant!!
yupps..
especially sandra.
nv blog.
anyway, seriously speaking..
ii niid to go on diet!!!
mygosh...
will gain alot if ii do not go on diet
so pls dun ask miie to go out eat FRIED food
ok?

well..gtg..
see eu gals..soon..

jerlyn leaving her footprint..

2006-05-27T17:33:00.000+08:00

I think I must be crazy. Cos...Guess what?! I walk home. Yes. Me. The lazy gal. One who dread excercise. Walk home on foot, from dunearn. Bukit Batok to Choa Chu Kang. Don't ask me why. I don't know. Something just urges me to do so. To walk home. It's damn tiring. But still... i guess it helps. Walking, I mean. It keeps my mine off unwanted thoughts. Maybe I'll do it again?!:)

Ya, btw, i got back my report book. I know I can do better with me in the right state of mind. There's nothing much I can do about the report book now but I know the next tests or exams are where I can strive for better results. I will jiayou de. So must you gals, San and Leng!

2006-05-25T10:26:00.000+08:00

hey gals...haha..juz finish the NE quiz..dun eu tiinkn dat its juz way too stupid? but at least we are able to crawl off frm chinese lesson.it was way too boring alrite..bet eeu wld agree wiib miie rite?hehe..well..gtg..hang out togeta soon.especially sandra.so busy.

leaving my smelly footprint,
[jerlyn]

2006-05-21T08:43:00.000+08:00

galz.
i realli feel lyk cryiin when ii saw the postiin u all wrote.
tanks. realli tanks alot.!
its good to noe tat ii hv u all to b there 4 mii when im down.
ii was realli upset wiif moii result ytd. especialli math.
when ii got moii realt i was lyk OMG!!
i got 64 for emath paper.it 64 man .64!!
tats the onlii paper tat im v confiident tat i can get a A.
den when ii look through the paper.
ii found out tat i lost over 15 marks bcuz of careless mistake!!
i realli cant control moiiself at tat moment.
ya. mii cried. lol. (jus lyk wat jo sae when i told him. so xia shui!!)
n tiing im sorrie!! ii tiink ii threw moii temper at u ytd.
u were jus tryiin to console mii. im sorrie.
n leng. tanks 4 beiin there 4 mii(iin the toilet). lol
but other den the maths result.
mii quite ok wiif the sci n history result lor.
as ii hv expected to fail de. but ii passed. haha.
mr ng said tat im improviin!! yeah.
n im ok n feeliin beta now. (cuz of sum1 consoliin last nite. hehe)
hope tat next week get de result will b beta 4 all of us.
jia you jia you!!

oh ya. ytd we aso had the prelim eng oral.
tiing. mii tiink ii aso screwed up mine. lol.
ii alreadi didnt do well iin moii chiinese de le.
den tis time freak up agaiin. hehe.
ii was the last person to take the oral la.
onlii mii in the hall n tat ms khoo(?). damn scary la.
den when it came to the conversatiion part mii don noe wat she askiin la.
wat"famiili iis the basis of the society??". mii eng not tat good lor.
tiis sound so chiim to mi. haha
leng. so iif u under her de. beta go fiind the ans first.

oh ya. b4 ii end galz. u all free tml??
mii wanna go bugis buy jeans. can pei mii?
iif can den call mii or msg mii when u saw moii postiin.

[san]

2006-05-19T23:13:00.000+08:00

yo ppl..miie back to blogging!!yupps..ii got contribute alrite.lets tok abt td..the result.basically everyone wasnt in the mood ok>? ii neo after the lecture frm vijay.ii was lyk,he kp criticising miie alrite.sometyms ii wonder wheta ii shld lyk him or dislyk him.he can be nice but mean at the same tym alrite.hate it.haiz.

did quite bad ferr my exam.as expected cuz ii didnt revised much excpt physics n chem..yupps.didnt expect my E maths to get dat kind of result.expected to get arnd80marks de but no..haiz..

weelll...the most heartaching ish san ba..she so D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.E.D wib her result.haiz.dun sad le alrite?cheerup gal..muz jiayou..everyone has its up n dwn..lyk miie..althou ii reli habb, ii didnt reli show out as wadd tiing says.its true im tough on the outside but den iim so fragile actually..cuz ii feel dat dere isnt a niid to ccry over spill milk.its over.juz move on gal.dun let a small rock stop eur way of journey.muz jiayou.move on.dun STOP.dun dwell on the past.juz move on.everyone has to move on rite??if eu kp standing at the same position, dere ish nth eu can improve.eu habb to conquer urself alrite.

dats the tym whr eu habb been 'enlighten'..haha.well..tiing..eu oso dun sad.will get over it de.ii can do it n ii believe eu all can overcome too.juz jiayou ferr o lvl kk?hmm..holidays coming..juz relax ferr awile ba..n anyone niid counselling? tiing? ii recommend eu one?its FREE of charge de!!guess whu?its....................................................................................
ME!!!whahaha...ii can counsel eu de.haha..well..gtg.dats all ferr td.cya.

leaving her footprint,
`jerlyn

2006-05-19T17:50:00.000+08:00

HERE I COME... AGAIN!!! Haha. Such a lame starting. It's Friday, a terrible day, a day where i get my mid-year exam results! There's only one word for my mid-year exam results - D.I.S.A.P.P.O.I.N.T.M.E.N.T!!! Well... i know i m not the only one feeling that particular way. Vina was VERY, VERY upset about her chinese results (though she did secure a A1) and in a way, i could relate to her pretty well, for i am going through the same things myself(though i, too, secure a A1). And then, there's Leng and San. Leng is still OK. She is a tough one. BUT i know she is upset too, in her own way. San, however, was REALLY, REALLY upset. You could tell from the red, puffy eyes. I really do not know what to do to console her but still... San, what i want to say is... Jia you! BU YAO fang qi! If you want, you can call me anytime, to tell me anything. I mean it.

Ya. Back to today's events, other than getting back the disappointments, i had my oral exam. It's TERRIBLE. I mean it's not that hard but i think i screwed it up this time. I kinda lose control over my emotions during the conservation section, when the examinor, Ms khoo, asked me about my grandmother. Here's how it goes(from what i can still remember):

Ms Khoo: Would you ever take your grandmother for granted?

Me(upset and getting agitated over the question): NO! Of course not! My grandmother lives in Malaysia while i live in Singapore! It's like a rare chance that i can go visit her, given the stressful lifestyle we had in SIngapore!!!...

I cannot remember what i said after that. All i can remember was tears was welled up in my eyes and i was trying to control them. Just pray hard that Ms Khoo did not see the tears. So paiseh. And hopefully... I could pass well for this English oral. Hopefuly.

The only single consolation is... Ms Tan said i got the highest score for Chinese Prelim Oral!!!(If I heard correctly and if i am not dreaming again...) I know i'll pass well for the oral but... well... the piece of good new really comes as a pleasat suprise for me!!! Haha. May the pleasant suprise stay and along the way, brings more new, pleasant suprises....

WOW! I have written so much before i realised! i better stop writting before i went on and on and you know, you may never stop me!!!... haha..

Most importantly, before i end my entry for the day, i want to tell all of you out there, who had the same disappointments (or even more and greater) in life that life is what you make it, just like a movie is what a director makes it. So, if the exam results have really come as a blow to you, it's natural that you get upset BUT pick up yourself after all the tears and brave on the exams... I promise i defintely will and my next exam results will prove if i had jept my promise.... JIAYOU!:)

2006-05-19T14:16:00.000+08:00

whaha..miie blogging now alrite..san ar..ii got update de worr..dun say miie until lyk ii seldom update.
hmm.. was so happy dat RUDI msg miie alrite.. td 1st tym hear him..whaha..so happy..dun get crooked alrite.hmm..td went out wiib him.. kinda ok althou we habb not meet ferr quite sometimes wor..
but didnt habb mood to shop td..onli went to PS, CINE n esplanade..so tiring..
singapore ish so small alrite..no place to go de..so stupiid.
sad siia..tml getting the result..whaha..ii got mental prepare..ii sure fail alot of it de..ii neo my limits alrite..predicted dat A maths, geo, chem/bio and maybe ss/hist will fail..
chinese no confident will get A..tiink get B the highest ba..
juz so stupiid miie alrite..ii juz sux..mygod..carol wan miie go NSRS..i DUNWAN!!! arrgghhh..
btw, tiing ar..miie can c the article alr..but hor, ii didnt read much cuz its too small..whahaha...
gtg..bb..
jerlyn.leaving thy footpriint..

2006-05-19T07:28:00.000+08:00

hey galz. iim back!!
seem lyk now tiing iis the 1 doiin most of the postiin. haha.
siince todae holiidae so miie jus update moii own blog n aso our blog lor.
lol. tiing. mii read the article le.
but don noe iis got learn or nv learn tiing frm it lor. blur blur de.
sumore the color of the front. wad cannot take it. haha.
where u go to do all those blogiin de? tot ur hse no iinternet?
lol. oh ya. the collertiin of $ tiingy muz do hor.
cuz now mii aso scare end of yr no $$ le.
mii mum now nv pay moii fone biill le lor. lol.
hmm. tiing. mii com now can use le so u don need to scan 4 mi le.
haha. jus lend mii ur neoprint can le.
mii already upload sum le.

lol. not bad la tiis machiine. leng. next tiime we three go take together.k?

hmmm. jus to tell ur galz mi changiin the blogskiin le. n addiin sum musiic to it. lol.

[san]

2006-05-18T18:18:00.000+08:00

HUARRY! Mid-yr exams are finally OVER! I am soooooooo...... happy! Haha. Just for 1 day, I guess. When i get back my results... Better not think about it right now.

Regarding the collecting $ thing, I'll definitely do it! But... haha. U should know how absent-minded i m huh? Must zi de remind me everyday hoh! Till it becomes a habit of mine, den... heihei... I ll be like a loanshark after u gals!!! haha...

As for now, i ll continue to enjoy my 1-day holiday before i face the cold hard truth tommorow...

2006-05-13T16:33:00.000+08:00

Just like to share with you gals sometimes i come across in the web:

「人生該追求什麼？」
　
在半年多之前，我曾經為這個問題而煩惱過，迷茫過。無論怎樣想也想不出答案。那種感覺很痛苦，不知自己應該做些什麼才好，亦不知應該追求什麼才稱得上有意義，是拼命讀書，還是追求事業，追求友情，追求愛情？

直至有一日，我上山跑步，在跑步的過程中，忽然有一種好舒服的感覺，那時我終於想到答案：人生最有意義的事是什麼了。
　
其實「人生最有意義的事」這個問題根本就沒有一個特定的答案，每一個人對人生最有意義的事都可以不同，有些人會覺得追求愛情，為異性牽腸掛肚是一種很好的感覺;有些人會想發達;有些人會想事業;至於基督徒，他們會用一生去追求神，在追求過程中得到喜悅的感覺。人生最有意義的事，簡單來說，是追求一種感覺。你覺得追求的時候有快樂，你覺得值得你去追求，追求會無悔，不追求會後悔，這就是人生最有意義的事了。
　
至於那種感覺是怎樣，我想要你們親身體驗才會明白(你們一定會感受到那種感覺。記著當你們用心去追求某件事而不覺得痛苦、浪費﹐反而有快樂，值得的感覺，那就是了。)對於我來說，每次當我跑完步，或專心學習，或聽到前輩說一些成功的道理時，都會有一種莫名的興奮、舒服的感覺，會覺得這一日過得很有意義，因為我所追求的就是這些了。

Hope you gals benefit after reading the above extract. Because i certainly did.:)

2006-05-13T15:55:00.000+08:00

Happy belated vesak day!:) Hope everyone has enjoyed the holiday! The week had been a tough one for all of us, with the on-going exams. However, it has been extremely tougher for some of us, especially Leng. Apart from dealing with the stress of studying, she still has to deal with the loss of her loved one. In comparison to me dwelling in my agony, i must admit that life seems to be tougher for Leng. In fact, I felt really bad and sorry for not being a more supportive friend for her during the hard times. For the past few days, i have been busy dealing with my own mixed emotions that i had kind of neglected my friends. I am terribly sorry and i really want to make an open apology to all, especially Leng. Sorry. Sorry for my selfish self.
After the day out with San and Xia, i guess i felt much better. I still had doubts. The problems are still there. I am still me, still unable to let go, always want to do the way i want, still striving for good grades, still trying as hard as i could to maintain peace in my family, still trying to maintain a better realtionship with all my friends. But i felt better. I guess sometimes, i worry too much, always semm to magnify my problems from little raingrops to a heavy rainfall. Sometimes, i am too sensitive (or not). When my friend ignore me (don't talk to me for 1 day), i take it that she hates me. I know i am suposed to let go. I know there's someone out there who has a worse fate than me. I know i shouldn't dwell on my own unhappiness. I know i should slow down and care for my friends. I know. I know. I am still not able to let go. i know. I know. But I'm learning to, always has been..

2006-04-30T18:59:00.000+08:00

Though i m unhappy wif life, i do wish tat all of my frens r happy. That includes u, chaileng. We ve talked thru the tings bothering u before, right? I noe talking may nt be able 2 help so much but at least, u noe, i ll always be there for u.

Like i ve mentioned before, work shld nt be of ur pritority nw. As a student, ur main concern shld be studies. U may nt be able to do well nw but trust me, u can do it, given time to prove. No one is born a failure, Ok? As for realtionahips, i m nt in a pretty gd position 2 judge but if u really feel so much pain dealing wif all the problems urself, end it. I noe u ve talked tings wif him bt till nw, the prob is still there, right? It's always hard to take the 1st step bt if the problem is not solved, u always be in agony. i really do not like to see tat. Bt tis is only a sugestion, the final decision is still wif u. And u noe.. when we sae tat u r zhong se qin you, we reali didn't mean it, juz teasing u so dun take it to heart.

Juz follow ur heart.

2006-04-29T15:24:00.000+08:00

tiiing, frankly speaking, ii tiink not onli euu are living in euur own world, iim oso living in moii own world.. a world of lost.. ii realise dat everyone dun undastan miie well..dat includes eu, sandra n moiiself.. yuppps.. ii juz cant explain the reason why.. all ii can say ishh ii goin to tiio depression soon althou euu can c miie so carefree in schl, can fool arnd.. but deep in moii heart, NO ONE can undastan miie. seriously ii feel dat iim so fake oso.. not onlii euu feel dat.. diz ting has been hiding in my heart ferr so long.. juz dat ii dun feel lyk saying.. gona cry soon.. ii cant reli find a suitable psn tuuh say how ii feel ya? reli damn stress kk..

ii can be so nice tuh moii frenz but when iim at home, my gawl.. im juz ... shoo sucky kk.. ii do not treat him dat well too.. as wadd he say.. n ii can admit too.. ii juz cant seem to be able to balance out my relatiionship wibb eu guys. if ii spent more tym wiib eu guys, he will say ii nv care ferr him.. den if ii spent more tym wibb him, eu guys wld say ii zhong se qing you.. haiz.. iim juz plain stupid.. LOW IQ & EQ.. so fuck.. reli hate myself.. iim juz plain stupid kk.. 1st, ii cant manage my studies. 2nd, relation. 3rd, WORK!!! everything ish not within moii contrl kk.. ii juz so dumbass. a donkey!!!

stop here now..bye..
`jerlyn

2006-04-29T13:08:00.000+08:00

Hieeeeeeeeeee!!!! I m back 2 post le. Bt reali duno wad 2 rite. I mean i gt lots of tings to say since i ve gt serious terible sore throat n can't reali talk much (actuali...juz dun feel like tokin...)... Bt.... i juz can't seem 2 express myself in words... Aiya! tings r juz complicated.. In fact, nwadays, u ll always find mie in foul moods. (no surprise!) Sometimes, i juz kinda wish someone ll hang around... sit besides me... tat is certainly somekind of consolin even wifout communications of words. To me... tat realli mean a lot. However.. i do noe tat my frens care abt me. Juz ytd.. many ask if i m ok. I m ok... reali.. bt in some ways, i m aso nt ok... confusing huh? If u r asking me wad' s wrong, i reali duno. Perhaps, i ve finali been able to see how the real world wks(or nt) I juz kinda find the world fake. (nt aimin at individuals...) Well.. u see.. like in schs..u tend 2 hang out in gps bt do u reali enjoy the company? I mean when u hang out in gps, is it becos u juz dun wan 2 be alone or is it reali becos of pure frenship?? Becos i juz kinda feel tat my relationships wif frens r fake. Ok. Maybe it's juz the probs wif me. I am juz a failure in makin frens, ok? One juz called me a shorty & ignore me fro no reasons. One talks to me when she feels like it. sigh. i juz kinda duno anytin abt myself le. Dun reali see e pts in studyin cos i dun even noe where i m headin nw.. I dream in class n simply, lives in my own world, which is a bad bad ting if i dun wan 2 fail any of my subjects. I juz dun feel the same certain ways abt tings in life.. I noe i muz study bt... Reali hard 2 explain la. Bt i guess i juz ve 2 act blur, turn a blind eye to tings n perhaps, tings ll b better? Or nt?....

2006-04-25T22:17:00.000+08:00

blog ish goin to stagnant soon!!!whaha..kiddin la..wibb miie arnd, why wld it be stagnant eh? btw, miie was damn addicted to PANGYA!!! omg..so nice kk. yupps. was playing diz few days end up havin deeper panda eyes wor.. so scary siia. addiction!! goodness!! yupps. n the worst thing ish, exam ish comin wor n nw miie still sooo.. argh.. play play n play!! sure die. n alwiz slp in clz neh!! haix.. no motivation siia. but was relatively sad dat tym den wana buck up but giib up in the end wor. haiz. anw, went ferr the retest on standing broad jump n finally after 1 attempt, ii pass!! keke.. n ii contribute alot ferr joseph kk..cuz he run 2.4 den ii pei him run 2 rnds wor..haah..in the end he PASS!! keke.. happy.. lalala~
ok ppl, gota play pangya.. cya n study hard ferr the midyr ppl!!! take care especially tiing.. ^^

`jerlyn

2006-04-25T19:01:00.000+08:00

YOZ! Me ting... finali get e chance 2 post here... heheezz...Well.. reali like the background san choose. Orange! Haha.. Em. Had a pretty tough dae at sch... but expect it.. cos mid-yr is approachin le ma... hiaz.. No choice le... Kanna force 2 study at hme n tat dae, almost get grounded... To add on... i had stomache since mornin.. probably due to tat, i did nt manage to finish my 2.4 run & achieve the timing i wana get... tat's reali sadx.. & reali paiseh.. cos i almost fainted... dun reali noe y... but still! Reali veri grateful to huiyi la.. cos she was like... runnin wif me & guidin me all e way... & yup. Not to forget to thanx my "die-hard" frens 4 cheerin mie on... though i had disapptmented them la.. So... to sum it up... it's reali a bad dae 4 mie... HOWEVER tat pic of the only germ in our class did cheer me up... (thanx!) haha... hopefully... & i sae hopefulli... tml ll b a much better dae.... :)

2006-04-23T14:22:00.000+08:00

lol. moii beta riite 1 most la. orelse tiis blog realli goiin stagnent le.
Todae
yeah! got iin the d giig audiitiion den can perform on d giig le.
but quiite upset too la. cuz our group got the most comment frm the chers. they sae till seem lyk we got iin bcuz we r the onlii group danciin den they hv no choice but to take us cuz they wann variety. sObz
n cher onlii pick on the galz lor. saeiin tat we not confiident n nv smiile lyk we beiing force to dance. but tats the best 1 we ever had le. muz tiink tat we onlii had 5 practice till now leh. but the guys alreadii noe tat dance steps frm sec 2 lor. BUT we wont giif up de. will contiune to practice den d giig tat dae proof cher rong. proof to them tat they chose us iis the riite choice. haha. tat all 4 todae.

but den todae actuallii wanna go out de. but tat stupid Leng zhong se qing yougo n pei viincent so miie lonelii le. stay home n slp. lol. slp alot nowadaes lor. haha. tiink miie aso need to fiind 1 bf to keep mi company le. oh ya mi jus now too boriin le so diid sumtiing lol.

lol. alviin ang so sway let leng took tiis pic den sent to miie. den miie too boriin le mah. so jus fiind sumtiing to play lor. the effect quite niice rite? haha. leng: next tiime take another piic let miie play. lol.

2006-04-17T01:21:00.000+08:00

keke~ 1st blog wor!! muz kp updating ppl!! dun let it stagnant especially YOU, SAndra!! haha.. tiing oso muz not contribute to the stagnan-cy.. lol..
btw sandra, my mama sae nxt tym dun go hM so late cuz lidat veh dangerous ferr eu wor.. haha.. saw a BIG dog after seeing the cats. omg. ok la.. diz ish my 1st posting! my contribution!! whrs ur contribution?
kp updating wor..
take care ppl n wish us gd luck for dig it.. haah..
[jerlyn]